I am back from the Ashram after a wonderful 4 days spent mostly in silence and lot of awareness of what is happening within my body-mind complex using the power of breath. It is interesting to observe this complex phenomena of mind-body complex with awareness.
After a point of time, as one starts observing the body with awareness, one gets to listen to the body and to all the small aches and pains…and then the mind.. one watches the hundreds and hundreds of thoughts coming in and going out in your mind and then your mind latches onto a thought that it finds fascinating and is out on a journey of its own, carrying you away into some fantasy land and then as long as one is with that thought, one begins to intently lead that life for that duration of time and then with a jolt, as if breaking the spell, the awarness comes back, taking you back to the breath and through the breath to the body and back to the mind. And then as this scene starts playing over and over again, un-noticeable in the begining and then slowly as the mist clears away, one gets to see, the whole drama from a spectators point of view.
Slowly something magical starts happening, one starts re-establishing the connection with our own inner landscape. I am unable to put this in words, all I can say it is so refreshing and so rejenuvating….leaving one washed and cleansed from deep within.
And then came back to the outer world of action and drama from an inner world of silence and observation where in a space of 4 days the whole corporate India has been thrown in disarray and disbelief by the actions and inactions of one organization!
I will reserve my judgement till things become clearer and we know the extent of deceit and immoral behavior put on display by the so revered corporate leaders in this country! What a shame! What a disgrace! And then the race by other leaders to condemn and distance themselves from someone whom they used to hobnob with at every other media-do.
Srikumar Rao puts it across so nicely in his book “Are you ready to succeed?”
“The reality is that we have very few leaders in any of our major institutions. We don’t have them in education, or government or business or unions or not-for-profits. We have large number of people in positions of hierarchical authority. They wield great financial and social power, often unwisely. They can certainly impact your life for good or ill. But they are not leaders. They care not if you achieve your potential, and you matter a little to them except as a means of helping them achieve their objectives. They have neither overarching vision nor the intuitive knowledge of how this translates into the next step nor the manifest life force that wins dedicated converts to their vision. What they have is a small coterie of followers who have hitched their stars to them in a calculated bet that this is a route to personal advancement.”
Look more closely at the degenerative behavior – not to dwell on negatives, but to guard against them. Degenerate beings, because they have no sense of truth or right conduct (dharma) do not know what they should do or should not do. There is no purity in them. Without thinking of the consequences of their actions, they cause destruction and suffering. If left alone to their self- indulgence they would heedlessly destroy the world. Stuffed with endless, insatiables desires, they are arrogant, vain, and prideful. They live in delusion and chase blindly after evil (those things that lead to suffering). They are blindly certain that gratifying their own lust is all is there to life. They are bound on all sides by by scheming, greed and anger because, being hurtful themselves, they attract hurtful people to themselves. They amass and hoard wealth for the sole purpose of indulging senses and whims. Grabbing for riches governs their every thought and move. They arrogantly proclaim “I wanted this or that and I got it! Tomorrow I will get more. These riches are mine and I will spend my life making more and more. I have destroyed this and that enemy and I will get rid of rest of them. I am indeed mighty. I am the ruler of my domain. I love having things of the world. I am successful, powerful and rich. Who can compare to me? I will buy my way, making lavish contributions to the poor and the weak, and revel in my own goodness” That is how far blindness and ignorance has eaten into their soul. These degenerates, bewildered, trapped in their addiction to sense gratification, are stuck in the spiderweb of delusion. They spiral downwards into the filthy painful hell of their own foul minds. Stuffed until choking with pride and conceit, drunk with their own wealth, they pay mere lip service to Divinity. They make offerings to the deities only for name and fame, outward show and self-promotion. The three main causes of this depravity are the so called three gates to hell: desire, greed and anger. Any one of them in enough to bind you to this darkness, so abandon all three.
Reading the Gita we come to a better understanding of life as an inner battle, a struggle for the mind, heart, body and spirit. And, make no mistake, it is a fight to the death. We learn that our real enemies are not outside, but within: our own desire, anger and greed. This is what makes it so hard. These archenemies have linked forces so powerfully that they are all but unbeatable. We’re losing. The Gita boldly declares that spirituality is the only winning solution. Turn inward, it directs us, and upward. Look no further than the True Self Within.